dillema :(

maaf ya dear,

minggu minggu ini aku rada lebay dan cengeng banget :(

dillema menghantuikuu :(

i have no one to share it with...

im so lost!

aku takut, tapi mencoba untuk ga takut
aku merasa kehilangan, tapi aku coba untuk tegar
aku coba untuk bangkit, tapi susah!

bingung, lebih tepatnya...
semuanya tumplek jadi satu di waktu ini :(
tapi semua itu akan berlalu.... soon

ya amppuunn, coba ajaa klo ga kaya gini coba semua itu beneran terjadi dengan indahnya
ga ada rasa rasa takut.
aku dan kamu, tapi itu semua cuma mimpi...

argh, god please help trough this har time :(

1.3.8 i meant it!

love
p

tiriiinggggg

dear,

gosh... tiring day
playing badminton with the lovely sepeda, oh god i love u guys so much!
3 hours of badminton...

then went to aysh's home, take a break bla bla bla
then "it time" hahhaha
it's one of my friend bday tday, so we gave him somee surprise and we hope he lved it :)
tiba-tiba kita nyram si temen kita dengan kopii yg wrnya item wakkaka (iya lahh masa ijo:P)
trus baru dehh tiup lilin..
hahhaa, sorry for the coffee friend :)

trus we went out to find food, and arrived at this warung called mungil thr (geje yahh?)
pesen pesen makan makan
trus balik deh ke rumah ayas, dianterin pulang sama temenkkuu

ehhhh, sampe rumah diomelin.... duuhh aduhhh
tp gpp, yg penting out with my sepeda MUACH!

love
p

i just want you to be happy :)

hey,

GUESS WHAT dear, it's ur day
i just want to wish u the bessst luck and theee bestest future :)

love
p

pick line

"when you loved the one who was killing you, it left you no options. How could you run, how could you fight, when doing so would hurt that beloved one? if your life was all you had to give you beloved, how could you not give it? if it was someone you truly loved? "

stephenie meyer,

how badly me missing u

it's 11.05 pm
and im still up u're not, probably, not so sure...
oh gawd, i just so miss him badly...

mybe u don't know and u'll neverr now and never care
well, i miss u already.

it's true this month and next month are the goobyes months...
u probably just go, go disapear
and i'll just let my self deeply feel this goodbyes pain...

yeah, future is the important thing rite now...
even if i could, i want to fly accross the country, to reach my dream and study there but ... i can't

i wish i never knew or even met u
but oh...

talking to you, seeing your smile just make me feel happy and also remaind me that the times will come soon...
i have to prepare my self, to let you go and never feel this way again...

i just wishing u all the best and
hope seeing u when im ready :)
all the best for u


love
p



ps: 8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning (already)